I'm in PORTLAND, OREGON. I should be asleep since I have work in the morning but I can't help but miss my partner back in CALIFORNIA. Sigh. I left my home impulsively...I felt like he didn't care about me. I had trouble finding a job. I was sleeping on my mother's couch. Here in OREGON, I have a good paying job and I feel welcomed...but home is where the heart is. I love you, BRANDON. I'm sorry for the damage I've dealt.